Dad meet an accident this afternoon.
He is fine just a few bruises. chest pain. and swollen ankle.
He was at the traffic light and it was red when he got hit by a mini bus at the back.
Dad assume that the driver must be day dreaming or was sleeping while driving.
I'm so glad that he is fine,
Further investigation will be carried out.

I love my dad a lot!!



Visited shidee.
He was in bad condition. Some error there he fractured not broke his shin.
He would be away from school for about 1 month or so.
And he wouldn't be able to play soccer for 9 months
Training would be very bored without him.
But im really glad that he would be discharge tomorrow
Get well soon dee.
Take care.
Hope you like the gifts me, zul and wak bought you=)

i had a friendly game at bishan on satuday.
A friendly with teams fro woodlands sec nyp , meridian jc cdc and ite.
i played for ite. And i was quite frustrated with a few girls who was laughing their way through out the game. They don't seems to be serious about things most of the time. The first game was horrible.
The second and third was much better.

we won 2 games out of 3 games.
I was the last man.

Received a message from dee. He is warded as he broke his shin.
He broke it during a soccer match earlier in the morning just now.
And yet to hear the full story tomolo.
Hope he is fine.
Visiting him tomolo at changi hospital.
School is bored without him sia,
Nobody will disturb me.
Get well soon gang=)

and ya i bought myself a new soccer boots.
and i love it alot.
cant wait for training okay!

haha.
my mum shake her head when she wanted to see my new "shoe".

i have a stressful week this week.
And i'm glad that it's over.
Everything seems to be an issue.
Nothing seems to be right.
And i'm having a bad flu and yet recovering now.

My friends have been an issues to everyone including my dad,
90% of my friends are boys.
And the are just friends nothing more. Maybe because i'm a active person
and i do sport and my classmate are majority boys.
that's why my clan are all boys.
They have been a great friends to me.
But i always know my boundary and limits.

So it's very hard to convince my dad and bf
that my friends are fine.
And i know how to take care of myself.
Okay i understand, if i were to put myself on my bf shoes.
It would be hard.
But as for me as long as you know your limits and know where you stand then it's fine.
But we are cool know.
i manage to explain to him after like hours and days.
B i love you. just you.
So stop assuming on things that never happened.

And was on the phone with ikin yesterday afternoon.
we had along chat.
Remember babe, keep yourself occupied with things and never tail gate him
Cause it will lead you to no where, but arguments
then things might turned sour..
love you and thanks for hearing me out.


much love,
bestie

to my heart,

could you help me whisper to _ ears.
could you please touch _ heart.
could you please clarify
could you please feel _ heartbeat
could you feel and wonder_ every thought?
could you could you could you?


from me

I woke up at 11+ when i received my bf message that he was having high fever.
Then there's a change of plan, i wouldn't be down for hidayah hamzah wedding.
Cause it's quite rushing as i would be going there by oublic.
Reached bukit panjang at 2.30 when i saw ida. my bitch la,,
hahaha.. with her kid and bf.
El, het and irfan. and ya qayyum
he was min's gay partner in soccer. haha
he looks very skinny now. and fit.
ns changes boys to man..=)


will update the pictures soon aik,






no air no air.
i love het.
and we are bloody cau ci bah..
crazy temporary bitches.
i really love her alot.
And i swear bukit gombak loves us.
Cookies and cream makes us melt.
Cisco boys called for our number.
Baju kurung makes us laugh.
Sitting by her gilera makes us go gilela
Riding on her gilera makes me a indonesian singer
Jika bulan bisa gomong..
die pasti tak akan bohong!
oh yeah!...

Squeeing hershey is our favourite.
Infatuation that's temporary.
Stories is what we loves..
That's my bestfren hetty..




**
i hate temporary feeling,
it fades away in any moment.
it killed the sweetest moment.
argh! hates it alot.
i shall face it tomorrow

hahahahahaha..

soccer training is cancel.
And yana is not coming training today.
shall go next week instead.

I'm super shagged after training then work last nite
And damn it! i might be playing center for my team sia..
And i did a lot of running.
and it's super shagged.

So my saturday will be a rest day.=)
foohuu!

I'm quite fed up with delay of pay.
The cut of date is 26th of every months.
And the fucking got 1 week to get it done.
and they still fucking delay it.
and there's just one outlet running at the moment so
what's the fucking excuse?
Everything on my plans has to be delay.
Shit right!

I have been sick since like last week.
And my throat is getting worst
Ate all kind of medicine already yet
It's not recovering.
Going to the doctor soon.....

Weekend will be packed for me.
Starting from friday, i will have to start to get my ass down to training ite floorball.
If didn't have a choice, CCA points got to get committed. 2.30-5.30

After training i got to work. Shift start at 6.30-11pm for me.
Natalie really need staff this friday due to the large number of reservation.

On saturday i'm going to skools training which i have been neglecting for like months already.
i feel bad tho.

After floorball training, will be heading to bishan for my soccer training.
3-5pm.

tiring weekend huh?

Sunday got wedding to attend.
Z and irufanullah.=)
can't wait!! confirm happening.
will be meeting the ex ite bb friends..
hehe
het's coming too

i feel so controlled
i know it for the better but i feel that it's not me.
Sometimes you just got to trust me.
Believe in me. This may not happened as you thought.
Stop accusing me for those imaginary thought you have.
I'm a very open minded person and for me to be controlled
makes me feel suffocated and i would lie and lie and lie.
And i hate lies. And i don't meant to lie.
But i helps me to struggle my way through.
And i would feel so gulity for my stupid action.

I would want to change to be a better person and prove to you that
i only love you and no one else.
And nobody could be you.
I would take what happened as a challenge for me to prove to you that i'm not as what you think i am.

Sorry if i cant be prefect enough for you. If could not meet your expectation.
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry










Pit was awesome.
we had fun..:)
stars..
stars
stars
you...