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been having headache this few days, it's like as if my right side of the brain is gonna explosed. i think it's becoz of lack of sleep and juz mentally tired.. my time are juz fixed sometimes. i still having a lil headache nw. work, been sucky. i dont seems to focus tat much.. made lots of mistakes.. feel so stressed up sometimes. hiazzz! i better buck up.. gonna get my shower now, and starting my day now was expecting five roses, i got five ferrero rocher instead.ahaha!! dawn , you are so sweet la.. eventho i always irritate you by my singing.. you still love me.. ahhaahah!!! and only you got the potion to shut me up.. ahahaha!!! thankz bebe..   THANK you hassan and arif who actually went to my place to pass me my gift.. my old timer boys buddy.since secondary skool..hahah.. got my present from them, and they asl boleh wrap the present. i anything also can hahaha..it took me awhile to unwrapped them. guess wat was.. chocolates... hahahahahahah!! they know me too well, dont they =) special thankz to all my frens, darlings, boyfrens, gurlfren.. who wished me regardless whether thru sms, testimonal, myspace, email, tag anywhere la.. thanz..muah! =)<3 thanz mum for cooking my favourite dish. thanz dad for buying my favourite mutabak at 'victory'arab street. thanz sisters for the mp3.. thanz irfan and amirul for being a loveable pirates.. muah! ] given by shafiq ghost on my frenster.. so cute.. thankz..=) hahaha Didnt took much pic.. coz im juz too lazy..haha!   boyfrenss...love you 2 asses..   He is my sunshine..=)  hahaa.. they make me go HIGH!  i only have one pic.. haha! will update soon when i get them from my mates..=) hahah.. yestersae was the best day of my life.. i thot i wouldnt meet her, but we met up..hahah!! i cant stop smiling. she juz kept singing. i was juz blushing and blushing. she sing to me all nite long.kakak..i love u cinta.=) earlier went out wif my floorball mates, supper duper fun, gerek la.. but sadly not everyone was there.. zack, mario, meow, shah, hidir. but nvrmind la.. we had fun.. thanz to raam the cake flew to my and raf's face.. kakaka.. we were celebration mine and raf's birthdae.. so funny sia.. i accidentally throw the cake on raf's eyes.. hahaha!! allaaa kecian birthdae gurls bute.. hahah! after all, we headed to the cinema entrance, not to watch movie but to disturb indera, rais and another guy i forgot his name la.. hehe! mangkuk.. but we disturb them workking.. haha! was laughing and smiling the whole dae.. =) i likey.. thankz guyss love you very much... everything has to be plan B now.. thing is still not running smoothly for us.. im very sad but what can i do. everything seems dramatic. wont be goin out wif ikin todae and tomolo.. she is goin to visit her cousin in hospital.. well, hope ur cousin get well soon babe..=) she would be workin on sundae... raf called, she organized an outing todae, wif all my floorball mates. it's been awhile since i last met them. would be hanging out i guess, not sure where.. haizzz.. all i wan now is so settle things wif my bestfren.. tat's all. nothin seems to be so fun now.. feel like tomolo is juz another dae for me.. everything seems a lil wrong.. but i cant do anything make it right juz have to sabar je..haizz.. damn.. i juz missed my conversation wif indera, while i was talkin to ikin.. haizzz.. it's been awhile since we last talked.. we been busy wif life. him wif his college and stuff.. well, will always remember u ind.. will catch up somedae k..love u my dearest penpal muah! =) haiyoo. guess wat.. wouldnt be a birhtdae celebration for my eighteen birthdae.. haha!! pity huh.. my bestie would be workin on that day, and so i.. looks like i would be having a belated celebration.. haizz... i got a belated date wif wee kee, hahah!! and my sister might be getting me a mp3.. hahaha.. i wanted a paris hilton's perfume and she was bugging me not to waste her money on perfumes.and she offered me a mp3.. hahaha.. i juz hope it's not a faults hope.. u ass.. hahahaha.. september is full of birthdaes....1th was zaini's birthdae, 3th was my brotehr in law's birthdae,10th was my sister's birthdae, 19th is yvonne's birthdae, 20th is amaliah's birthdae, 22th would be calista's and my cousin's birthdae, 23th would be raf's birthdae, and 24th would be me, nurlin, aini and ikin fren's birthdae.. hahahahahahahaha... september babys.. haha.. would be spending time at work on my birthdae instead... =/ actually i dont really mind la.. as long as god bless me wif lots of love and guidances.. and may all my wish come true, insyallah. amin. tat's more than enuf.. juz few days back i thought everything would be fine.. but my predictions is wrong this time..i feel like im caught up in between. im not siding both party. this is my first time, feeling so speechless towards my bestfren, i dont know why, i dont seems to know the right words.. juz things one time and everything seems so messed up. i hate hanged up. i never said it was either one of them fault. and dont keep saying im siding him, dont kept sayin i said it's ur fault. im trying so hard to feel you. and i juz cant.. coz im tellin myself not to get in between hang up, hang up hang up?? and what u think i feel when u juz hang up? i know what would be running thru ur mind. i dont understand.. how many time i never understand u? u can count them. haizzz.. what happened between u and him. it's u and him.. you said you are tired.. then what i feel?, i got my own thing to think bout. it's not as if you take the initative to prove ur own right to him? if calling u juz gonna make u hanged up on me.. then i got nothin to say anymore. all i wan u to think is "would i really do this to you, after 10 year wif you?" 10 years is, not 10 mins.. have i never understand u.. have i ever make u feel like u are nobody to me.. it's so foolish tat we are arguing about this.. and i feel so sad i dont know y... im sorry, i make you feel what u are feeling right now.dont worry bout what i feel, coz i got company, my tears..... see you at our favourite hang out on saturdae 23th september. 4.30pm.. if not dont worry i count it down myself.. was tolded that i would be doin bar last nite.. last friday nite.. hahah.. i was dumbstruck for awhile when i heard that.. dah giler agak nye budak2 ni. nak bar kene bomb la tu.. haha. it was my fav nonsense manager who put me in the bar.. ahha,well, i juz have to try my best, wasnt thinkin bout the crowd so much. and there's one time that there's around 18 pax and haha.. u cant imagine how long was the order list. lucky mei qi helped me wif the drinks, if not for sure the bar will JAM.. AHAHA.. and somehow i got this feelng that ikin and apek will come, which i hope not.. haha coz i juz dont wan them to "paiseh la " somemore im in the bar.. hhaa. was so busy doin the drink when i heard " hi! org yang tgh buat bar?" hahahaha, u ass hole it was apek.. hahah.. sorry la guys, cant entertain u ppl so much coz i superb busy u see...hehe.. after work we hanged out at merlion, till late.. apek is so pekak.. selengeh. i was telling ikin my fren was asking me to join them to MOMO.. and apek thought i wanna go and see the bomoh.. hahahahahah.. macm paham kan ini anak.. hahahah.. then i still cant forget.. ismail's the best.. hahah. i was askin him " is my hair in a mess?" then he go around wif his thumb sayin, " ismail's the best" hahahahahahaha.. mangkuk la kau.. was hopin that faredz would be there.. but he wasnt :( haha. maybe he was busy wif some stuff i assumed.. haa.. was having lots of laughter.. lucky there' no chocolate, if there was i will for sure go high! haha.. Ray called... huh? didnt wanna talked bout wat happened.. juz that girlfren, in life there's lots of challenges, and this is a challenge for you.. rmb u said u are moving on.. people in the past will for sure come back, and this is the challenge.. are u gonna turn back and look at them wif alots of second thoughts? or are u gonna confidently turn back and say im sorry but i moved on.. well, memories cant be erased,but it will stay in the past, we are moving but memories dont... how u gonna struggle this situation is all in you hand.. ask ur heart and ur mind, and know u decision wisely.. coz i believe in mind over matters, be confident in what u think is right.. dont let ppl give pull u back.. fuck bout what people gonna say to you.. they dont noe you.. why should you bother? let them talk and talk till they get sick.. dont bother coz that's not the real you, who they are talkin bout.. they dont know the real you.. in life there's someppl who like you and someppl dont.. we cant stopped for them from hating. if they think it's that way, which is not true. then you got nothin to lose. we are juz people, there's so many mistakes we do, but only some people cud see the correction we made. and some will juz rmb u for that mistake.. juz stay strong, dont bother what ppl gonna say, coz they wasnt there, when u needed a shoulder, they wasnt the wan who try to understand you. so y bother? they juz dont know how to appreciate things around them.. yes, we feel disappointed when ppl dont appreciate us, but the sincerity that matters, dont they? whatever ur decision is i love you.. and i will always be behind your back holding on to ur hands.. :) dont cry. coz if you do i will cry too.. hehehehe!! apek, u are a great fren, all you need to remember is "it's always easy to find a fren who will laugh wif you, but's never easy to find a fren who will stay there and cry wif you" .. feelings are meant to be expressed out.. ;) im juz here doin my part as a fren.. whatever the decision u guys make, i will be behind you guys.. gosh! i miss morning at home.. been spending my mornings at work..and today, muahaha!! im at home took MC.. haha. im juz mentally tired. feel like it's a cheap labour. coz we juz dont shitty work, like help them photocopy stuff, send documents to other department. check the stocks, and what worst was i was locked up in the store for 3 straight days checkin the expiry date of the products..and it's tonnes of them la.. i can go giler and i was alone sia. my brain juz ache so badly.. thanz to my fren, they always take the opportunity to dropped by the store to talk to me everytime when they are free.. also did inspection on the products and it was in the cold room, stay there for like 45minutes, was freezing to death.. but was fun afiq accompanied me there fro awhile. he pretended to do some work.. hahaha!! i would agree first 3 weeks of attachment was superb fun, handling chemicals, doin testing, collecting raw material sample and bla, bla. but ever since there's a new poly students, i was juz doin documentation. haizz.. gotta give other an opportunity to rite.=) fucking bored.. cant wait to get out off tis company. and i suddenly dont feel like studyin anymore already.. and now i got second thoughts of goin higher nitec.. i hope things are juz temporary.. maybe im juz mentally tired. in cold room..     haha finally i get thru the net, haha! my modem got lil problem getting thru the net but it's fine now..well, days been very packed for me. and people from the past came back recently. :/ shit happened dont they.. haizz.. well, guess what i would be workin on my birthday. haha! maybe juz goin buke wif ikin at our dating place.. haha. suddenly dont feel like turning 18, hahah.. seventeen seems so sweet and young.. ahhaah.. attachment succccckss big enornous time la.. i cant wait for 17 november last day of wrk in the company... still far sia.. juz have to endur... didnt believed today was possible. haha.. all this while been pleading my bestfren to watch soccer wif me. she never said 'yes' haha.. but today after 10 years of frenship she said 'let's go' hahahaha.. well, i juz have to be patience and it all pay off well, you see. haha. had so fun, we walked to the stadium and there were alot of YP there.. kinda irritating la.. but watever la. and the most giler part was we were too lazy to climb the bridge we ended up climbing the fence on the road. ahahah.. and i knocked my knee against the fence. oouccchhh! didnt really feel the pain coz i was too busy thinkin off the match.. we were late actually, the match already kicked off when we reached there.. and the queue was crazy sia.. fucking humid and felt like fainting.. was sweating like roasted chix. haha. very packed, managed to get in on half time. the first thing we did was grabbed a sit and ate our late dinner.. MAC..im lovin it.. wakaka! the game was a totally disappointment.. the whole time, opponent was having possesion of the ball. and we cant even hold the ball for 30secs, they were playin more defences side. and they were juz depending on lionel lewis to save all the goals. total turned off by dickson. he wasnt doin his best. how i wish agu casmir was still playin. indra shahdan is not in the AFC game. not sure y. hmm?? i think the best singapore game was singapore vs cambodia, cud see the determination to win the game the spirt was high. but tonight it was totally different.i tired already. THANKS FOR THE ACCOMPANY BESTFREN.. muahh love you! <3 another workin mate is leaving, haizz.. it's azmi, he is leaving to brunei for a hotel management job.. well, it good for him as he would be closer to his mum and familys.. it's been 4 years since he went back. im sad he is leaving but im happy for his decision.. maybe it's better for him there.. family come first you see.. i wish for the best for you my fren. =') apart from tat.. babe, i was there. happy now?? hahah.. went to my bestfren work place.. she been sayin tat everyone went there except for me.. haha.. been busy la.. so i juz find a day to drop by.. got muffin for u dear.. haha.. love you.. i really hope u can make it on wednesdae.. coz i changed my schedule juz to watch that match.. i treat you the tickets k. hahaha! Full squad list as below –1 Lionel Lewis GK (Home United) 2 Hassan Sunny GK (Geylang United) 3 Aide Iskandar DF (Tampines Rovers) 4 Baihakki Khaizan DF (Young Lions) 5 S. Subramani DF (Home United) 6 Noh Rahman DF (Geylang United) 7 Ismail Yunos DF (Young Lions) 8 Precious Emuejeraye DF (Gombak United) 9 Daniel Bennett DF (Woodlands Wellington) 10 Mustafic FahrudinDF/MF (Tampines Rovers) 11 Shahril Ishak MF (Young Lions) 12 Shi Jia Yi MF (Young Lions) 13 Tengku MushadadMF (Young Lions) 14 Mustaqim ManzurMF (SAFFC) 15 Isa Halim MF (Young Lions) 16 Itimi Dickson MF/FW (Woodlands Wellington) 17 Ahmad Latiff FW (Tampines Rovers) 18 Egmar GoncalvesFW (Home United) 19 Khairul Amri FW (Young Lions) 20 Noh Alam Shah FW (Tampines Rovers) 21 Ashrin Shariff FW (SAFFC) 22 Fazrul Nawaz FW (Young Lions) AFC ASIAN CUP 2007 QUALIFYING COMPETITION GROUP E SINGAPORE VS CHINA 6 September 2006, 7.30pm National Stadium, Singapore Ticket Prices:Grandstand: S$10Gallery Adult: S$6Gallery Student: S$2 (with valid passes up to andincluding Poly, ITE and JC) i miss indera ade putra,  love, fai i cud feel tat im invisible thru .. eyes. not sure whether i should stay or juz move? and i suddenly feel like there's a different intention of meeting me? why must this happened?maybe it just not meant to be the way i imagined.. not the way, i assumed it would be. im hangin there, and .. juz there making me feel like im no one. the silence in me just kept wanting to know why? but i know there will never be an anwer. i just have to face the fact that it's never gonna be a happy ending.. ha.. stupid thoughts, stupid misses, stupid worries, stupid dreamz, stupid infatuation, stupid stars... clearing all the thoughts that might destroy our friendship. i wouldnt let my ego overcome me. i rather stand back and keep silence for the friendship. nevermind bout me, i shall find my way to forget everything. HAHA.. i found my watch yeahhhhh.. it's at my workin pants pocket.. ahaha!! seronok sekali sukeee.. haha! wee...hahah.. im at work dude..ahah.. bored la. they having meeting again.. hope they go meeting every day & every second.haha! im doin documentation stuff. having lil heacdache coz was workin last nite till 12am . reached home around 1.15am.and ya, my manager is gonna be transferred to autrium TCC.. damn.. im gonna miss her.. everytime im in trouble wif my SM.. she always back me up..hehe! i cud rmb not comin to work, any she wrote a long apology letter for me to my SM.. k fine, im so guilty. it wasnt on purpose.. shit happened.. i forgotten my schedule.. you see... hehe.. i learnt for my mistakes..=) sometimes it's sad, to see ppl came and go. one thing about me i afraid of losing. im slowly trying to overcome it. will sure do somedae.. well, idah knowing you for 3mths have been a joyride and for sure i will keep in mind 'to open the menu to the customers and tell thwm the soup of the day'... haha.. which i always dont.. hahah... i will k... sayang semuanye...=) had few missed called from a private number la.. and everytime i received the call, my hp will be on silence mode.. i think in total of 5 missed called alrdy.. haha.. wonder who it is from??? hmmmm.. |