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Friday, June 30, 2006 - 1:48 AM
busy sak
glamourous
been very busy wif life, skool and wrk.. was so shocked when miss karen tolded me tat i would be attending the 10 'o clock briefing.. coz i was supposed to attend the 9 o'clock session for the trainning centre.. was kinda confused yet didnt wanna get so excited.. so i and het chilled in the canteen.. i juz cant believed my ears, when het tolded me bout someppl backstabbing me... and it was those ppl who i was once there for... friends?? haa.. i was kinda numb actually.. i didnt actually felt hurt but i was smiling instead.. coz it was juz childish of them.. i did my best as a fren so if u didnt wanna appreciated me then fine.. i cant say much.. well, i was disappointed at first.. but i juz turned numb when you ppl juz turned you back ard me.. well, watever la.. i got other things to think about.. i have been giving in.. so it's time for me to be selfish.. i dont wanna wasted my time thinking about all this shit.. say as much as u wan.. im so numb already... i dont care.. seems like nothin i did is right in ur bloody eyes then let it be guys.. WATEVER... was kinda confused when i entered the ava room.. and u kpo ppl muz be bloody confused y me and het was there.. cud see thru ur reactions.. juz watch ur ass ya... and dont bother bout mine.. thro out the briefing i wasnt really sure whether i got in the industrial thingy.. was surprised when i received a logged book from stiefiel company.. it's a drug manufacturing company and it's in jurong island... lucks for me.. well, i was the only one from my class.. kinda good tho.. meet afiq, huq, dawn and another 2 students.. im wanna thanked my teachers for giving me this opportunity.. thankz muahh!! and my attachment wud start this comin mondae damn!! i cant enjoy sia..and maybe i gotta quit tcc..arrrr!!im gonna missed everyone there.. it was so fast and now im leavin.. met alots of crazy ppl there.. haizz...so sad but it's like that in fnb workin life.. well, im maybe wrk on fridae nitez and sundae mrg.. if i really cant stand it then i have to say good bye!!.. hmmmp!! so sad.. i cant waited for saturdae i wanna meet my bestie got lots of thing to tell her.. hahah!! love you sayang! well, i gtg liao.. nak tidooo.. mati kejap.. daa semua.. malam mimpi yang sempurna.. jeng, jeng, jeng.. muahh!! and i miss indera:)



Monday, June 26, 2006 - 11:43 PM
glamourous
30 HARI MENCARI CINTA!!


cowok yang seperti mane yang kamu cari!
haha!! mesti jujur, mesti bersih, yang dewasa? hahaha!!



tenang dia akan datang!..



Saturday, June 24, 2006 - 1:46 PM
watch my video
glamourous
OMG!! u ppl gotta watch this man.. i got this video from some korean guy.. it's so sweet.. oppsite attraction.. this video juz show tat.. till when will u stand beside ur love one?? forever? even when u noe it's gonna hurt u..n coz so much pain.. like i always say love is about takin the risk.. wud you take the risk to be happy wif them.. love juz keeps u goin and goin ya.....




- 4:04 AM
beach time
glamourous
went to the beach wif the kids and my relatives.. well, mostly the kids.. haha!! you noe how anxious kids may get when it come to the beach rite.. sand castle and everythin.. ahaha!! but i didnt get to swim la.. coz got work later at 7pm.. so troublesome la, got to rushed to wrk sia.. lucky was early, played beach football wif my cousins and was bloody exhausted sia.. but it was fun, well, it been awhile since i last played footie wif my cousins.. hahaa got some shots of the outing!

cucu mak...

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mum and mak ngah :) watchin the kids...


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so cute la
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amirul
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Thursday, June 22, 2006 - 11:39 PM
super shagged la
glamourous
days been kinda tired for me.. wif work and work and work.. well, i rather work then stay home.. got bills to pay man.. haizz.. life never comes easy.. i dont wanna be rich.. i dont wan diamonds, i dont wan gold.. juz wanna a easy, smiple life, stress free and happy life.. haizz... i think i shud juz appreciate how life now.. :) my legs are aching since yesterdae.. tired of standing la.. haiyoo.. haha!! and ya oh gosh! now people are thinking im fussy and choosy coz im dont have a boyfren..haha!! my cousin said tat too. haha!! not tat i dont wanna have a boyfren.. but not at this moment.. coz life been exhausting.. and all this while i met players, you noe how idioic they are rite? ass hoollleee.. and i meant tat!! so i dont wanna meet another player in life anymore... part from tat im not ready yet to start a relationship... it's about takin the risk.. commitment is not really a problem for me.. juz tat it's really hard to meet someone who is faithful and truthful now days.. people now days are juz doin things wifout thinking.. but shit happened.. so move on..and on and on.. so insyallah.. if jodoh tak kemane ..haha!! i wouldnt go gatal2 and find tat bugger.. but i will wait for him to come.. and if he do, first thing im gonna say to him is.. " wat took u so long?"ahhaahahahaha!!! so now got me.. :) im not fussy.. eh okay i got to sleep, tomolo mornin goin out wif my mum.. daa!! malam mimpi tang terindah yaaa...



- 1:21 AM
one word
glamourous
hahaha!! ind got my mail already.. he like it lots..im glad..haha!! muakz.. well, i got wrk in the morning todae.. haiyaa. one word supper shagged.. got work again tomolo morning.. gonna get some rest now.. daaaa!!



Wednesday, June 21, 2006 - 1:25 AM
holidae shit
glamourous
exams is over..i dont wanna talk bout it..over alrdy mah! haha!hooray! meet my bestfren at around 5.30 headed to esplanade library.. she wanna do some revision.. haha!! we ended up reading magazines instead of doin revision..seventeen.. saya cinta padamu.. hahah!! later, she did a superb fast revision..haha! she was tellin me bout her sick com.. well, i think it's the mother board is shocked la.. was thinking for solutions, i got my com genius uncle to the rescue.. i think hahahaha!! after that we had dinner at macdonalds.. the guy serving us was an indonesia guy.. his name was permana..hahah! cutie la.. i was fluently talking in indonesia to him..haha! i likeeee!! wat a co-incidence, i saw my skool mate..haha! he was wif his frenz.. was a hi! and bye! thingy haha!!.. me n ikin had lots of nonsenses talkin.. cant stopped laughing.. hahahah!! after dinner headed to my place.. hah!! actually rite after i shifted this is the first time ikin came over..haha! well, we dont really hang out at each other's place la.. we seldom do.. haha!! once in awhile.. got home.. while she was net surfin, i had my shower.. then prepared food for supper, i intended to cook spagetti but dont really have time la..haiyaa!! she was scared of my dad.. haha!! wat the hell!! my dad is friendly la, tengok la anak dia!! while we were havin supper dad came home.. hah!! dad was kinda curious who i was talkin to late nite and worst still he heard me sayin i love you on the phone.. and i told him it's ikin... and he was like "ohh!!"..haha!!pa..pa!! wasnt really sure bout the last bus to ikin's place.. there's a straight bus from my place to her's.. haha!! rushed thro supper to the bus stop..and the last bus was 12.27..haiyaa.. we reached the bus stop at ard 11.54..ahah!! better to be early then sorry..heheh!! have a great time wif her todae.. lover her muakz!!

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super-revision
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cinta seventeen US version
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the nose and the dagu..
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gosh!! shocked her?
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wat if i were to go SEPET??
hahaha...will you still kiss me??
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understanding this picture..
fai says: press my nose, and get a kiss..
ikin say: ouh! baru aku tahu.. nak!??hooohoo!!
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Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:45 PM
todae
glamourous
wahh!! my brain is so tired la.. haiyaa.. went to study at compass point starbucks juz now.. the crew was superb la.. very friendly enviroment..keep it up guys.. :) well, i went there pathetically alone.. haha!! didnt noe who to bring along...haha!! well, im hopin and prayin tat ray is gonna fine.. jangan macam2 k.. ray..ray..haiyaa.. haha!! :)

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had tall mocha and chocolate muffin..yummie!!



- 6:29 PM
wed's pic...
glamourous
my cousin mms the wedding pic..thanz babe:)


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budak gemoks..haha amirul and amirah...

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Sunday, June 18, 2006 - 10:47 PM
wedding madness.
glamourous
well, i ended up goin to my cousin's wedding..haha!! temptation was into me..hehe!! went there wif my parents, aunts and uncle from my mother's side.. gosh! there's tonnes of mat motor when we reached there.. well, i was admiring the bikes.. power la, but unfortunately i only cud see 1 scrambler..and the rest were normal bikes.. rxz,wave,Skipper and there's a few racer bikes.. the whole auditorium was packed wif mat motor man.. gosh! and there's mat reps also.. well, before comin there i actually got a feeling tat im gonna meet someone i noe there like my friends i meant.. and waa laa!! i saw fadil..haha my senior at skool.. he is in electronic but he graduated alrdy.. he approached me.. the groom was his friend.. and he was supper shocked when i tolded him the bride was my cousin.. haha..and ya there's lots of minah reps also sak.. and one of them was my primary skool fren..haha! paiseh la.. but kawan nye pasal minah pun minah la.. she was wearing wat minah always wear.. and she got some tiam on her forehead.. well, people change huh?? she approached me.. i was askin her how is she linked up? her boyfren is the groom's fren..haha!! mangkuk sak.. a small world after all.. i bet u must be wondering y i didnt talk bout the food first huh?? haizz.. nasib nasib.. the food was a turned down la.. and the rendang was mendang sak.. hahah!! and the ayam merah was bayam merah.. tak shiok la..! everyone was talking bout the food.. but we didnt wanna disappoint my uncle la..so takpe la.. mendang pun mendang la..hahaha!! da bagus ade makan kan.. bersyukur.. alhamduiliah.. i forgotten to charge my camera battery la.. wasted to the bin..haha!! haizz.. didnt get any shot.. nvrmind la.. k.. i got to get some rest my head is spining.. malam mimpi yang terindah :)



Saturday, June 17, 2006 - 1:50 PM
crack ur brain..
glamourous
have been cracking my brain this few days.. wif exams and work.. i need to improve on my food knowledge (desert, salad, wine and lots more of stuff) but im not really puttin much focus on tat coz i got exams to cover.. maybe later.. and ya, my days been fine.. just miss ikin. haha! and ya miss chatting wif maskrider..haha! other then tat everything is fine.. juz need to manage my time well tat all.. well, goin out later goin parkway parade to get stuff wif my mum and the two pirates at home..haha!! goin to get new stuff for them for my cousin's wedding tomolo.. it's at bukit panjang and im not goin sia.. coz i need to revise my work haizzz!! i wanna eat nasi bryaniiiii.. arrrhh!! and rendanng ayam merahhh.. haha!! *(mak dont forget to bring back the food, cik ali is giving, dont reject tau muahaha)* it's been awhile since i last attended a wedding.. whoever is gettin married tell me k.. i will for sure goo...hahaha!! wanna see my mr hottie wif red undergarment..

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Friday, June 16, 2006 - 2:25 AM
packed...
glamourous
gosh. my days been kinda packed wif revision and revision..im doin my revision now and tomorrow is my major test...and i still got tonnes to cover..so i better pull my socks superb high.. haha!! well, i miss my bestfren.. i will make up a date wif you as so as examz are over k sayang.. love you so much.. be strong dear.. :)



Thursday, June 15, 2006 - 1:47 AM
nice song
glamourous
when you say u love me from josh groban
lyrics


Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.
When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still and silent.
When you say you love me,
For a moment, there's no one else alive.
You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how,
but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time,
Oh when you say those words.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still and silent
.When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive.

[bridge:]And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still and silent.
When you say you love meIn that moment
I know why I'm alive.
When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?



Wednesday, June 14, 2006 - 11:45 PM
glamourous
i feel like punching you face...
patiences was by my side everytime i think bout tat
i cud feel dad's sadness in his tone..
i cud see him feeling so disappointed in you..
i wish cud make dad smile and not wonder bout things..
you are fucking selfish...
my tears are flowing down my cheek becoz of you..
i feel so sad for dad..
he work so hard for the family.. hoping tat we cud repay his deeds..
but you never care..
fuck ur clubbing nites....
drink and get drunk.. smoke till ur die...
dance till u fall apart...
wat's so fucking good bout clubbing..
you said you broke.. then you fucking still cud go out..
you even went jakarta for tat fucking guy..
what have he gave you??
you are fucking selfish..

i wanna make dad proud...
dad i love you...



Tuesday, June 13, 2006 - 11:22 PM
dae
glamourous
my grandma wasnt feeling well..
she fell from the toliet..
im was shocked when my mum called..
rushed to grandma's place..
i overslpt in the train when i was headin kallang.. kuang, kuang,kuang..
thank god..
she is fine.. just wasnt able to walk properly..
i kissed her so hard when i arrived there...
i love her..

ind, had a bad dae today..
our conversation seems lil dull this few days..
i cant explained y.. no mushy words from him no more..
well, i missed the old him.. but maybe he is just tired and stressed up wif work and life..
how i wish i was beside him, so close tat i cud hugged him so tight and say 'it gonna be fine'..
and it will be.. miss u ind..

fuck my sister..
bitch, u are a greedy fucker..
y must u put ur friends and some fucking guy firstthen ur family..
fuck the jerk tat brain washed you..
u made dad feel like down, u made mum sad..
dad is so tired wif u and ur nonsense.. always giving problems..
y are u so fucking selfish..
get ur own money u...
u wasted all the money on some fucking jerks..
all now.. you are crawling to us..

life been so tired for me..
exams are around the corner..and all this shit popped up..
haiz!! everyone is tired and stress..
but i have to be strong... and over come all this..
i had a bad dae too...



- 12:14 AM
mie
glamourous
woke up wif my head is spinining.. and my back aching... headed to skool, there's training todae.. and it's the last trg for this term.. coz exams are around the corner.. mostly, in class jus did revisions.. kinda slack... had a mock ppe test.. fuck sak.. i forgotten how to draw reverse osmosis diagram luckily i remembered the defination..hahah!! well, before the test instead of revision.. i had gals day out wif het and abi.. ahha!! we went to swensen's at west mall and had ice-creamz on my treat..hahaha! funny sia.. took crazy shots.. in the cab and wat's worst was the uncle did a jam break.. and you cant imagine the turned out off our shots..hahahah.. after class headed to floorball trg.. had lot of fun wif all the idiotoss.. haha!! well, there's only three gals.. me,syaza and jess.. kinda bored tho but we played wif the boys team.. haha had great time.. scored at the last minute but i accidentally wacked hafiz white's hand..was bloody guilty instad of happy for my good.. hahaha!! cant stopped apologizing to him.. it was swallowen tho.. hehe!! sorry hafiz.. after tat headed home kinda tired after a long dae at skool.. sleepy head!! :)


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tunggu cab

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celebrity browine. malts choco amd mine crunch chocolate!!
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Monday, June 12, 2006 - 2:26 AM
hahah super gal again
glamourous
woke up at ten .. haha! i studied.. ppe till around 2.30 haha! i was supposed to meet zack and raam at cck , at 3..hehe!! well, i was late coz of the rain.. bloody heavy la..haiyaa! then reached there at 4.30.. damn! everyone was in their baju kurang.. and i was in my bermuda's and polo t..haha! well, i didnt noe it was a kenduri.. i tho it was juz a gathering for floorball mates and well, meet up wif some seniors of mine.. el and zakiah was there too.. catched up wif them for awhile.. hah! and roy handsome came later when we were headin back.. didnt really catched up wif him much..:( after all those foods and catching up..headed to work.. ahaha!! i was workin at second floor wif polin and this new full timer his name is vick.. and indian guy actually, he is nice and friendly.. kinda blur for his first dae.. hahaha!! nvrmind la everyone is kinda blur on their first dae.. had great time workin wif polin.. we were talking bout bike stuff.. arr i cant wait till september la.. haha! and polin was telling me about the accidents she was involved in.. and it's kinda scary tho.. but we cant juz think about the negative side.. we cant stopped things from happenning also.. so juz be extra careful.. heheh!! after a long bloody dae at wrk i was praying hard tat the driver who gonna send me back is not the malay guy.. haha! and YEshh!! arr.. it's the apek.. ahaha!!fall asleep in the van.. was awaken when i heard hougang ave 5.. i turned around asking the guy behind me.. hougang ave 5!!! block.. ahaha!! he is living the same block as me.. floor!! hahaha! same also.. but different unit..wat a co-incidence sia.. his name is kenny.. well, nice to meet you kenny..hahah!! good night poeple im bloody shagged.. i love ikin and im missing indera.. and i shall pray tat im not late for tomolo lesson at 8.. insyallah amin..:)


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goofy and giant..hahaha!! when g meet g..
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fiza, me ,lan raam and zack.. the old timers... hahah!!
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Sunday, June 11, 2006 - 12:30 AM
long dae
glamourous
woke up at 10.30 wif my head so heavy.. headed to the my family clinic coz im having flu(bad cough and running nose..) haizz.. well, doctor adviced me to avoid deep fried food and to drink lots of warm water.. so tat means no macdonalds and fast food too. no old chang kee.. haiyaa.. wat to do! i wanna get well.. haha!! then headed to the post office.. was praying hard that the mail is still on hold.. rushed my way to the post office .. and well, im so bloody glad tat it is was still there.. the lady who served me was very nice and polite.. well, i edited the address already and this time i wrote it in a long form..hahah!!.. gosh! i cant imagine if it doesnt reached indera.. and wat if the parcel is lost?? arrr!!! hahah!! let's pray for the safe journey.haha!! was kinda drowsy after eating the medicine..had a early nap..haha!! mr alarm clock was supposed to wake me up.. but i think the clock batt low la.. haha!! faredz mane awak?? but i was awaken by yasin msg remindin me bout later.. went to town.. wanted to catch the movie but ended up juz chillin and we did window shopping wif yason and aeeb.. well, aeeb's friends cant make it for some reason.. co-incidence met a couple of friends at town. raf, syaza, floorball fren and zack's fren..haha!! then we headed to marina square.. we hanged out at mac.. had some snacks.. and aeeb was telling me and yasin hilarious stories.. cant stopped laughin sia. bloody funny. sia bout some mat reps... then we went to bought stuff at giordano .. hahah!! yasin was so confused about what to get..hahah!!funny la yasin.. after all those nonsense we headed home..was a long dae for me.. but, we got some shots... hahah!!


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step handsome je!! hahahahaha!!
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Friday, June 09, 2006 - 3:37 PM
dont you wanna agree
glamourous
love? people see it as something very soft.. it just happened..
when to heart get connected..
it seems to be so beautiful when you are in love..
the time spent the memories made..the ups and downs..
the simple touches, the sweet words that are delivered to your ears..
just cant stopped hearing it.. everything seems to true..
everything just goes well.. you might feel tat he is the one..
holding his hand and feel the care from him ..
hug him and feel the concern he have for you..
and kissing him feeling the love he has for you just only you..
nothing can separate us apart...nothing coz you are holding on so well..
just never get sick when he kept telling you tat he loves you..
if so beautiful dont you wanna agreed wif me?

but what is those words you found out to be a lie..
what if he was playing around you back.. even worst wat if it was ur fren he is wif..
how would you feel? who you wanna slap him or her? it's you tat' s being slapped..
slapped by facts.. you trusted him and there he goes playing around you back..
boys just cant stopped their nonsenses.. will he be sorry for what he did?
who will he love now.. who's unfaithful? cud he see tat you are dieing for why does this happened??
why would he do tat when everything is smooth between you and him..
will he stay and have the solution to all the problems tat occur in ur relationship?
will he bother to cracked his brain so hard for you..? to prove that he really loves you..
will he? will he put his egos aside and give in to you? sometimes love is unexplain..
so hard to explain the truth..
but well love is not just bout hugs and kisses,not just bout saying i love you over and over again.. it's about takin the risk.. taking the risk to be wif this someone..
nothing is smooth sailing.. nothing is perfect.. dont believe in perfect..
coz everyone noe tat..
people noe days, just fall in love without the understand the beautiful side of love..
love is different nowdays.. is so painful when you heard the word betrayed and abused..
people are just forcing and hurting wif love..
will he leave you after what he did? or will he just force you to stay wif him and there he goes
goin on wif his shit? what will you do but you loves him..
he hurted you so much.. your life is just so dark..
the one person tat you tho cud bring you light to ur life..
just turned you down.. what wud you do??
what if you are married and he did this to you? when you asked what happened he just abused you and beat you so hard tat you tears are cold
you and you cud only hear you kids crying..
and they kept crying and you noe what the reason y?
how would you explain to them? wat if they show you their feelings..
what if they are drawing the truth about how they feel..
you standing there , them crying looking at their dad wif some other gal..
how you wanna explain tat? you might feel tat you are regreting everything..
y does love seems so nice when it's young but it just turned bitter when you get married..
my auntie used to said that love is so nice when it's young but when you stepped in marriage..
it's about commitment and responsiblities and knowing where you stand..tat's is when you never stopped loving each other.. it's best to see things now then later coz you will never noe whether would he change later. .and to noe him.. you must noe yourself.. understand you..
so taking the risk is just best think to see before stepping in a relationship when you noe you wan it forever...

it's so painful when your friends telling you tat they are hurted and betrayed..
im not taking the risk at the moment?
cuz im just not ready yet...
haha!! i think im gonna be the forty year old virgin..hahahaaaaa!! nola giler
fai-roses



Wednesday, June 07, 2006 - 9:58 PM
friend??
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Just cause you locked up doesn't mean you invisible ,you still exist and your words is felt ,so peep and take heat to these thoughts to a comrade ,You know what I'm saying-put it like this: Yo, many people will walk in and out of your life , but only true friends will leave imprints in your heart , in our short experience that we shared imprints was left behind , To handle yourself is to use your head ,To handle others is to use your heart , Anger is only one letter short of danger , If somebody betrays you once, it's his fault , If he or she betrays you twice, it's your fault , Great Minds discuss ideas , Average minds discuss events , Small minds discuss people , God gives every bird it's food , But he who's not thrown into his nest , He or she loses money loses much , He or she who loses a friend loses more , He or she who loses faith loses it all , Learn form the mistakes of other , you can't live long enough to make them all yourself , The tongue weighs practically nothing , But so few people can hold it , FRIENDS- you and me we started a bond, a circle, a friendship and like that circle there is no beginning and there is no end Only if it is between two true friends...



Tuesday, June 06, 2006 - 9:04 PM
back to normal..
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well, frenz been making up to me..
we been talking..
and juz gettin back on track..
im jus moving in slowly back..
im glad everything is back..
maybe not as well as last time..
but at least it's back..



- 6:00 PM
DRAGON BOAT OUTING
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i started a new day wif lots of fun.. it clear off the confusion in me.. haha!! i woke up at 7am.. but i was wondering didnt hear the alarm on my hp.. some sucker must have off it.. coz it shown on my hp alarm off..ass hole.. haha!! and i was late.. so i rushed my ass to shower..luckily i packed my stuff earlier last nite.. nasib2.. then tooked the cab to skool.. so i borrowed my mum 10 bucks.. fuck the ERP la... got to pay extra 3 bucks sia.. total cab fare was 17.60.. broke like anything... i arrived there at 7.55..hahah!! there were five cpt classes.. my class was the last bus to leave becoz nizam and tiff was bloddy late... mangkuk sak.. aiyaa.. haha!! then we headed to kallang sea sport club for the dragon boat outing.. weehee!! cant wait to get wet.. well, it's been awhile since i last do water sport.. the last time was last term.. canoeing. and now it's dragon boat.. it needs alots of co-ordination and co-operation within teamates.. and in my groups were nizam,alif,tiff,wil,hafidz,feez,abi,fiq,het,luq,fred,taufiq and there's this chinese guy i forget his name.. haha!! he was my partner la... kinda selengeh.. but anythin la.. fun is for everyone..hahaha!! at first we had a hard time co-ordinating.. but it was juz for awhile.. we were the only boat so bloody kecoh and loud.. we were the first to lanched off.. then were playin pirates attacked.. we were splashing water to the other boats..hahah!! funny sia.. well, the other boats were juz kinda boring.. then we had this stupid game called scissors paper stone.. not the hand sign way la.. if like tat bila mau game over..haha!! it's like actions.. which team lose we have to drag them over to our team.. and my team was co-operative.. but as usual there's some didnt join in.. not supporting seh! but asal kan dia org bahagia la.. hahah!! we had fun sitting on the side of the boat rockin our way.. the we did the kallang wave... fun sia.. after all then madness, we had a boat race.. didnt noe who came in first also.. wat the hell?? hahaha!! later it started to rain.. alamak!! skidded la.. everyone was dranched.. haha!! kinda fun la.. main ujan.. then we had to run to the carpark for the bus..haiyaa!! after all, tat we boarded the bus wif our wet body luckily the bus driver understand sia... hehe thanz uncle.. headed to skool get changed then headed to jurong point.. haha!! i saw ultraman.. haha!! my god..hahah! didnt regret goin there.. got shots of them.. and ya.. het's bag koyah la.. then she got an adidas bag..i recommended.. suit her la..heheh! nice bag.. then nak show off eh!! menyampar hummp!! keerek..keerek!! hahaha!!! after tat.. headed home.. wat a co-incidence met my nssl frenz.. we catch up wif football stuff and life.. she is in sporting westlake.. and she said she saw me a few time during games between ite and sprtwlake but i didnt noticed..hahah!! semangat mah..hahah!! well, glad tat she still playin football.. keep in up my fren...(:

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well, we didnt get to take lots of pics coz of the rain..
in the bus...

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me and margret waitin for shower.haha!!.my sayang!! muakz

ULTRAMAN...
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NIKE SLIPPER SEH!! Hahah!!

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wah! beg baru seh! bau kedai...haha!!