I'm so glad i have recover from the very bad joints ache.
and slight fever.
I was hoping to get off from work on friday
thanks to my manager i got the day off..

after school was supposed to head to tech ghye CC for the NSSL jersey.
Which totally slipped off my mind.
Went to floorball training.
Wasn't very active during training due cause of my joints.
Everyone was fun and friendly.

I scored against raffles girls =) thanks to amira stick.

went to the doc then

home sweet home!!!!

sleep till tomorrow never die!!






i just envy ur face features.
that's all.
please dont get me wrong aik!
i forgotten to remove you.
and now i just did.
i never even smile or talk to you before.
hahahahha
sorry if it makes u uncomfortable.
i dont have any intension.
okay bye mr perasaan(ss)=)

ouh well, i was supposed to be at upper court today training for nssl. with the girls.
But there's a change of plan.
went to yishun to visit my cousin who have just give birth to a baby girl.
"Ayu Rihanna" sweet name ya.=)

Then me, mum, irfan, aunt and ojang went to suntec to catch a movie.

Aunt badly wants to see the show.
wasn't scary as i thought la.
as usual the sound system and the graphic looks scary.

i rate 2.5/5

And ya there's a lot of Japaneses animation fans in their costume and stuff.
Very cool. guess there's some event or something.

tell me a million time not to do it.
i still do..
believe me, i'm scared
tell myself every time i should stop.
i would pray and push away all this thoughts away.
but still i do.
i know he is watching.
but i still do.
trigger me with a gun
i still feel the fear.
desire me with the words.
bring me closer to god pleasee.
i don't want to drift.
i think it's not fair.
i remember him a lot.
every single time of my life.
my eyes
my ears
my hand
my legs
my brain
my organs.
everything was his creation.
the ability to do everything in a prefect way.
Yet we still do somethings that he disagree.
i want to change
i would pray and push this fear away.
just believe and i know he could see my inside out.

where is bloody shaker???

i have been trying to get through him cause i need our project to be done.
a.s.a.p!!
argh!! he must be asleep due to the track and field event today.

Called dee just now.
he was brought to hospital due to body dehydration.
after his run at 800m event.
He is fine now at home.
His body must be dehydrate due to lack of water and energy.
It's a IMPORTANT thing to have sufficient amount of water in our body.
ESPECIALLY when it comes to SPORT!

test tomorrow.
Material.
plain carbon steel
alloy steel
material

oh yesh !tat's my 12 years best friend.
she turned 20 today!
Heh! Dont hit me with the digit two girl! hahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.


DO WELL, IN WHAT EVER YOU DO. EVEN ON THE DANCE FLOOR!
hahahahaaha!

And stop saying you don't how to dance! when u do.
smack you ass!!


hahaha..
hope you have fun celebrating at palawan.
and apek for the m&m cake he bake!

will date you someday for dinner..

i got a lot of project and over due assignment to be completed.
i gonna try to finished it by Wednesday.

Dad says he is confirm selling the house.

I'm not looking forward at all.
He said it might be around sengkang or punggol.
bloody deserted area.
very quiet and complicated place to live.
it looks like condo from outside but wth!
it's not.

i really hope there's a good deal in bedok please!!!!!!
BEDOK!!

tampines!

or even CLEMENTI!!

HAHAHA

i went back to CDC training at bishan.
Thanks to rasheed for dragging me into it.
Training was so different i was the oldest there.
The rest was kids. like so under age.
age from 13 -17.
i feel so out of place.
but i tried to fit in somehow.
And i was so surprised when they were talking about sunblock and checking out the guys on the other side of the field.
Cause all my life playing football. i never hear my team mates talking about boys during training.
well, maybe occasionally.
they were giggling and making fun of everything.
gosh! i feel so out!
i hugged my dearest coach. when i finally meet him after so long. he was the greatest of all.=)
he said i looks fitter.
ha, i dont think..
hanged out with new mate qabil and rasheed.
qabil is a nice guy.
he is playing for tampine rovers if im not wrong.


bf got his ankle swollen after his game against kelvin's team.
bf team won 4-2
dinner with his parents was great.
his mum cooking was SUPER.
awesome.!

sleep sleep sleep

SUNDAY

i seriously love games, from board games to magnetic game to thinking games to anything.
But all i need is someone who can accompany and play with me.
heh thanks to bf=)
i love you, you love me

al fatihah
to my floorball fren roslan bin saharo who past away last friday due to heat stroke while doing his training in home team academy.
We will sure remember him for his humbleness and cheerful personality.

Days been busy.. .
will update you later.

but today, my childhood friend touched me so much with an old picture.
it was me and her.
i think we were best friends back then, but since she moved house we were not close anymore
she move when we were in primary three.
If she wont have shifted place, we would be best friends forever.


i really miss those days. i look nerdy with my specs and you, with your straight hair.

that's her my talissa

Well spend.
went swensens with bf for dinner.
had our all time favourite calamari ring and rodeo wings

he had black pepper pasta
and i had crayfish pasta.

hazal daze was super awesome!

bought my crocs and got the turtles their belated birthday gifts.=)

had a great time with bf.
love you laaaa.=)

we made it happened.
after so long, it was on our wish list.
went _ with ikin.
was a blasted.
bumped into people. haha.


i was super shagged sia.
i fall asleep while apek and ikin was cuddling and talking.
i totally didn't heard their conversation.
hang out was a little left out for me.
and things seems very different now.
head home around 6.00.



bumped into MOmo.
after like super buper nuper tuper oper long sia.
catched up on our journey back.
he was in _ too.
hahaha.
(" if i know you were there, i would definitely have called you sia.")
that's what we said to each other..
he is flying off to australia in early july.
so gonna miss you mo..
we been friends like 3 years already.





we love dark devotion..
and i love you