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it's was a very nervous start for me. My stomach was having butterflies and i could even feel my legs tumbling I kinda screwed up the first period. But i'm willing to learn from it. I cant understand why they cant seems to see. Third period was much better indeed. I hate that feeling My presence don't seems to be visible. My conversation seems to be silence. My thoughts was careless. I feel awkward Maybe i shall just be silence And i appreciate the effort and support but i think i am better of alone. In my own world of wonders. I wouldn't be left out somehow. Just stay where you are don't bother about catching me. Cause i'm flying but myself. I'm to high..... I'm feeling much better after the pills and rest. thanks nysa and aisyah for watching out for me. And mai and koko for accompanying me. Thinking about the game later i'm having butterflies in my stomach. And feeling quite nerves thought. Wat if i didn't perform well???? All the best Youths Okay.. I should be more positive now. I'm not sure if min is coming over but he said he will. Will see? I missed his soccer game yesterday. oopss! hanged out at marina south rooftop. very windy. played scissor paper stone and we said it so fast tat min said cizer cizer papper stone! hahahaha.. laughed laughed laughed.. we laughed till the moon rise. I'm very sick Went to catch american gangster at cathay. And the show was average. I like it, but it was very slow. Not so much of action pack. But we enjoyed the show. Before the show we chilled at SMU. In front of the mini fountain. cam whore =)     where did i go wrong now? The weight is always on me. I feel the trigger. I see and feel what i have done. Even if it's wrong. I apologized. But you, Where's your pressure? They don't seems to be with you. You don't seems to feel trigger? They don't seems to even bother. Tell me that you don't even care. Where are they? Just the basic ones. You always expected them in me. And here you are not fulfilling the needs. So who is at fault? me again.....? damn it. i still got bills to settle till March. How bout that.. Mood: Bored, lethargic hello hello hello. There it goes again. bf hp has been giving a lot of problem lately. And it's annoying when we are in the middle of a conversation. He goes hello 3x.wth? Well, he would be getting his new phone soon anyway. blueks! Don't you action with me hah! okay it's thursday and i woke up thinking of Mr ho and Visual Basic. I suggested that i should get skip.hah! It's fucking bored la. And everyone just keep on surfing the net and 99.9% of us would be on online instead of paying attention to him. And he would control the main screen to get our attention but after that back to net. So his lesson is just 1 practice and 3 hours of net. He is pronounce things like duffy duck.  I seriously hate people who get on my nerves. Well, i can be friendly too. But as long as you dont treat me like you know me since i was inside my mum's tummy. That's just get in my nerves. Well, ijal got some minah!!!! Along with our hang out lately and i hate them alot. WTF! adek pergi adek balik! cok sak! fucking annoying ar. Fucking disgusting. Well, i never actually look down on all minah. But too bad i met minah who are fucking immature and behaving that we fucking loves them. And be honest, some bitches just want a ride. See how they can just throw their life on someone who they dont even know. How bout that? Next time you better watch whose jacket you are wearing. Before i kicked you fucking face. And remember that i'm not your fucking adik adik eh! 17 year old bitch I'm so not hanging out with them ever again. nadia, anizah,isha, ika are so much better people to hang out with. Hah. seem that ikin and ray is back together as friends. Great to see that. But i bet the evils sources are unhappy. haha. okay, i better shut up. Ouh well, i was on the com for 3 hours blog shopping and looking for nice tops. got 3 already and had made arrangement to get them. fuhooo! now my eyes needs a break. Mr Choi called asking for my overdue school fees.. haha. okay, i get it done. Choi ar choi ar choir choi ar choi ar! hahahahahahaha Sometimes i just wish i was a malay. For the lower education fees and stuff. Not fair, haiz! Bf got road march today. He would be leading the trainees. love you b. Take care And ya, would be meeting my jiwa belapok friend on friday. looking forward yooooohooo! Got my belated pay like today!! dropped by TCC omb just now. met nisa and polin. got free drink as usual. hah. okay, i didn't asked for it aik! i just came to me. haha..  Oreo mocha frappe left at around 3.30 shopped with mum. went to get some groceries.. food food food. I'm getting fatter. in the thigh area.. hahahahahahaha... I know school tomorrow at eight! Sometimes in life i never hope for miracle to come and shine on me. i always thought that we just got to accept the changes in life. For the better or the worst. Receiving with our fullest hands Without feeling the weight resting on our palm And today is the happiest day of my life. Just them.. mum and dad HAPPY NEW YEAR! i dont feel it cause i was at work. And work just suck big time cause i cannot see the fireworks and the crowd was pathetic. Supposed to hanged out with b and gang. But co-incidence while i was thinking of ikin she actually called so we hanged out. With saint but for just a short while and he left. So me and ikin hanged out at fullerton. Called apek and her is merepek. Ikin wants to do her project so walked down to esplanade toliet. Merepek saw us la..... hahahahahahahahah damn! didnt have a choice. We left esplanade at around 7 headed to marina square had our instant noodle.. yummy! emm yum! Our box of chocolate sticks heh! Chat till we got sleepy and H.S.H. bye.... what a new year with her=) |