shit! im damn hit on alot of equation running through my mind!!!

Ikin, i miss you...
And i love you and will always do

Al fatihah kepada Ashie's grandmother who passed away on 7 november 2009.

Semoga allah menlindungi nye dan memcucuri rahmat nye.
al fatihah.
amin ya rabili alamin,

OMG! You told someone who dont even know me....
And that person actually told someone who know me!
And wahh lah!! it reached to me..
hahah!! small world right.. you see, i always knew that i will never tell the whole world about all this nonsense. Speaking of immature.HAHAHAHA! I'm in no position to say immature at anyone.=))

At least i dont tell the whole world and asked for sympathy..

You see!!!! No comment.. It's never gonna be from my super blog.=)

I love my blog anyway!
I dont chase you.
You chase me.=)

Let's play kite?

It feels good to be by ur side. You shower me with your kisses and love.
Oh muhaimin , i love you, you only you

It's funny how we totally forgotten about our anniversary.
But thanks to the word reminder.
And the next minute, Happy Anniversary Minfai..=)

Being with you have always been wonderful ride.
I miss playing soccer with you.
Despite your busy schedule at work, you never fail to make time for me.
Thanks muhaimin.
I could still recalled the time we first met.
Thanks to our national football times.
The time that love grew between us and it's still continuing to bloom inside our heart.

Love you Muhaimin Hassan

kan kan kan kan! ah kan tak leh angkat!

berat sangat kan! tu la... hahaha!! too bad......

ooh ohh ohh obsessed! obsessed!
Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know…
lyin’ that you’re sexin me when everybody knows
it’s clear that you’re upset with me
Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress
Last man on the earth… still couldn’t get this

Ouh hey! Let's just give it up to me.
Hahaha!

Queensway with fafa was great=)
Shoess shoes shoes! That's all in my mind.
Special thanks to my boyfriend muhaimin hassan for the treat=)
Nike Air Max!=) I was really confused about getting nike or asics.
But nike never fail to capture my attention.

Training was cancelled due to men's POLITE games.
I definitely can't wait for nyp's game against sp.
Coz INDRA SHAHDAN DAUD is playing..



yeah!!! The captain wearing red. Number TEN some more!! hahaha..

Honestly i dont need this, but must share this knowledge,very important
I can help you define if you can't understand the word forgiving..

Don’t let hurt feelings cause undue harm—learn to make use of the healing power of forgiveness! Charting different paths through feelings of betrayal, oppression, and humiliation, this compassionate book will help you understand forgiveness, find it within yourself, and pass this important knowledge to others.

The poignant stories in Becoming a Forgiving Person show how anyone can manage feelings of victimization and quench the lust for vengeance. You’ll gain a deeper understanding of the dynamics of being hurt, the inner struggles needed to truly forgive, and methods and skills for practicing forgiveness.

Combining religious and psychological insight, Becoming a Forgiving Person examines how forgiveness can enhance feelings of self-esteem, freedom, and intimacy. The personal stories in these pages illuminate the futility of revenge and show why apologies don’t always help. You’ll be inspired by these lessons on how to forgive yourself and other people by tapping into levels of spirituality that are deeper than the grievances you need to forgive. With its fascinating new perspectives on betrayal, revenge, apology, and reconciliation, Becoming a Forgiving Person will show you:

• how to forgive without waiting for apologies
• ways to find personal power and increase self-esteem
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Have a huge ego! You got a huge ego!!


Can't stand you annoying!


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First day of GEMS module was damn awkward.
After the ice breaking activities, i felt much better tho.
foooooo!
The module was much different compared to engineering.
My lecturer is friendly too. And majority are from china in the course. So i got a hard time interacting with them.

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The day is finally here.
After all the misunderstanding and confusion caused.
My cousin's wedding
She looks stunning gorgeous.=)
I could still see thoughts playing through their eyes..
It's never gonna end. I shall just ditch those nonsenses.

powernap!!!

Hetty is back from her surgery.
She seems to be very exhausted. But she is doing fine.
She is on rehabilitation program for further improver her condition.
I hope she recover well and soon.
Love you bestie!

inspired! inspiring. inspiration..
determination motivated! motivation..


go go let go!

i got home early this few days, as most practical classes starts next week.=)


soo anyone join me for a powernap! hhahaha

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no more puffing. no more inhaling, and puffing. bye bye!






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This jerk is a mother fucker!!!!!

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20091020/tap-singapore-crime-06f3cb7.html

yesh! it's finally is back on my lap. hahaha
well,second day of school is honestly anxious.
The modules are much more advance compared to ITE modules.
Engineering maths 3 is a killer!

Hetty met an accident on wednesday. Glad that she is fine. She just fractured on the both wrist. Accompanied her at home last night with nonoi.


i need my power nap! adios!

I'm in a place where i can't do much.
I can't speak,
I can't yell,
I can't ditch things.
I'm just left here feeling unsure.
What is the next move it's gonna be?

Al fatihah to nenek.

Semoga allah mencucuri rahmat nya. amin ya rabil alamin.

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Muhaimin hassan, i truly love you with all my heart. If you are reading this i want you to know that you are my only one and only jay-z. No one can carry me like you do. No one can love me like you do. No one can cater to me like you do. I love you so much muhaimin.
You always showered me with your love and care.
I will stand by you in the ups and down we been thru..

Love your beyonce.(fairose)


i have been hectic with my raya outing with my friends. ITE tampines and ITE bukit batok mates. they are wonderful mates that's for sure.=)
Thanks to het for the surprised birthday cake at my place.
I was tremendously shocked. soo malu la.=)))
But i appreciate it alot. I love you hetty astika.
And thanks everyone for the two loud birthday songs.

my hopes just crashed.
where were the real identity?
Or was it a potrayal. Just to cater to the needs and satisfaction.
Decided to pull my back. Twice is a slapped.
Even if the dream could be awake. I still didnt believe it happened.
Awkwardness and selfishness turned to this mess.
What more about losing the precious diamond? Diamond that's always said to be kept in the heart.
It's done, someday when light starts to shine on that darkness.

You will see.. someday i hope not to late...