things havent been goin right.. i flopped in many areas. i cud hardly reached out to anyone. my accomplishment have vanished in front of my eyes. and i feel the tears comin. but im not gonna give up. im gonna try my very best..no one cud push me down not even that hypocrite bitch i promise myself this. enough wif her two face.. u can tell the whole world your pathetic story.. i pity those who sympatize you..they have been fooled by your words..i dont care.. you can brain wash all my friends and convince them to get under ur arm.. and soon they will know that u stink!! sucker!!! hahahahaha...

being in the team wasnt as fun as i thought. i waas in the reserved lot. me and yan yan. was in the reserved. i was feeling so down. i cud hardly play well when i was told by tim. but im gonna proof that im somebody. feel to determine to play well now. in the west team things was much easier. but not in the central team things are lil different.

after the game i headed down to ite bukit batok. i really miss my old team mates. went down to watched the girls friendly match against meridian institution. they lost. and my darling raf was the captain. three cheers raf..=) after that went to hang out at burger king. co-incidently we bumped into father mr lau, i miss him alot. those days with him as the teacher in charge of the west team. we had so much memories and he is always doin his very best for us. i would really treasure him. appreciate all the effort he have put on us. and thankz for believing in us and giving us the opportunity to reached out and be a wiser player.=)





had so much laughter that i totally forgotten that i start at 8am tomorrow. went back at 10 and reached home at 11. late on the next day..

*i feel so touched by zack and raf message that night.saying that they miss me and the old team and they feel so happy that i came down after so long..