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was tolded that i would be doin bar last nite.. last friday nite.. hahah.. i was dumbstruck for awhile when i heard that.. dah giler agak nye budak2 ni. nak bar kene bomb la tu.. haha. it was my fav nonsense manager who put me in the bar.. ahha,well, i juz have to try my best, wasnt thinkin bout the crowd so much. and there's one time that there's around 18 pax and haha.. u cant imagine how long was the order list. lucky mei qi helped me wif the drinks, if not for sure the bar will JAM.. AHAHA.. and somehow i got this feelng that ikin and apek will come, which i hope not.. haha coz i juz dont wan them to "paiseh la " somemore im in the bar.. hhaa. was so busy doin the drink when i heard " hi! org yang tgh buat bar?" hahahaha, u ass hole it was apek.. hahah.. sorry la guys, cant entertain u ppl so much coz i superb busy u see...hehe.. after work we hanged out at merlion, till late.. apek is so pekak.. selengeh. i was telling ikin my fren was asking me to join them to MOMO.. and apek thought i wanna go and see the bomoh.. hahahahahah.. macm paham kan ini anak.. hahahah.. then i still cant forget.. ismail's the best.. hahah. i was askin him " is my hair in a mess?" then he go around wif his thumb sayin, " ismail's the best" hahahahahahaha.. mangkuk la kau.. was hopin that faredz would be there.. but he wasnt :( haha. maybe he was busy wif some stuff i assumed.. haa.. was having lots of laughter.. lucky there' no chocolate, if there was i will for sure go high! haha.. Ray called... huh? didnt wanna talked bout wat happened.. juz that girlfren, in life there's lots of challenges, and this is a challenge for you.. rmb u said u are moving on.. people in the past will for sure come back, and this is the challenge.. are u gonna turn back and look at them wif alots of second thoughts? or are u gonna confidently turn back and say im sorry but i moved on.. well, memories cant be erased,but it will stay in the past, we are moving but memories dont... how u gonna struggle this situation is all in you hand.. ask ur heart and ur mind, and know u decision wisely.. coz i believe in mind over matters, be confident in what u think is right.. dont let ppl give pull u back.. fuck bout what people gonna say to you.. they dont noe you.. why should you bother? let them talk and talk till they get sick.. dont bother coz that's not the real you, who they are talkin bout.. they dont know the real you.. in life there's someppl who like you and someppl dont.. we cant stopped for them from hating. if they think it's that way, which is not true. then you got nothin to lose. we are juz people, there's so many mistakes we do, but only some people cud see the correction we made. and some will juz rmb u for that mistake.. juz stay strong, dont bother what ppl gonna say, coz they wasnt there, when u needed a shoulder, they wasnt the wan who try to understand you. so y bother? they juz dont know how to appreciate things around them.. yes, we feel disappointed when ppl dont appreciate us, but the sincerity that matters, dont they? whatever ur decision is i love you.. and i will always be behind your back holding on to ur hands.. :) dont cry. coz if you do i will cry too.. hehehehe!! apek, u are a great fren, all you need to remember is "it's always easy to find a fren who will laugh wif you, but's never easy to find a fren who will stay there and cry wif you" .. feelings are meant to be expressed out.. ;) im juz here doin my part as a fren.. whatever the decision u guys make, i will be behind you guys.. |