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juz few days back i thought everything would be fine.. but my predictions is wrong this time..i feel like im caught up in between. im not siding both party. this is my first time, feeling so speechless towards my bestfren, i dont know why, i dont seems to know the right words.. juz things one time and everything seems so messed up. i hate hanged up. i never said it was either one of them fault. and dont keep saying im siding him, dont kept sayin i said it's ur fault. im trying so hard to feel you. and i juz cant.. coz im tellin myself not to get in between hang up, hang up hang up?? and what u think i feel when u juz hang up? i know what would be running thru ur mind. i dont understand.. how many time i never understand u? u can count them. haizzz.. what happened between u and him. it's u and him.. you said you are tired.. then what i feel?, i got my own thing to think bout. it's not as if you take the initative to prove ur own right to him? if calling u juz gonna make u hanged up on me.. then i got nothin to say anymore. all i wan u to think is "would i really do this to you, after 10 year wif you?" 10 years is, not 10 mins.. have i never understand u.. have i ever make u feel like u are nobody to me.. it's so foolish tat we are arguing about this.. and i feel so sad i dont know y... im sorry, i make you feel what u are feeling right now.dont worry bout what i feel, coz i got company, my tears..... see you at our favourite hang out on saturdae 23th september. 4.30pm.. if not dont worry i count it down myself.. |