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well...today i actually realize tat.. they were never there... they left me hanging... by myself.. they turned their back on me...i was there for them once... well i cud feel like they never appreciated me... i didnt see anything so sinful i did to them that they wanna abanded me like this... whatever k.. maybe they just dont understand how it's feel like being hanged... close frenz?? i wonder y??? well, maybe you ppl just cant see what's unintentionally and intentionally.. fine then, let it me then... ditched me then.. i will just be myself.. well, i apologized for my mistakes which is unintentionally.. i didnt mean any harm to ppl's feelings... it's like you ppl dont noe me...y after so long then all this happened... maybe its my fault.. but it's unintentionally k.. get this straight on you bloody head.. i didnt expected k to talk to me.. she among you ppl.. she... she was the one who we ppl find her weird.. well, i felt tat i was slapped by reality.. nobody is perfect everybody noes that.. it's stucked on ur brain..but sometimes when you feel it you will noe how it can make you heart melts.. k was asking me bout work and was telling me im getting to quiet in class.. so unlike me.. i got nothing to talk bout and i rather keep quiet then talk.. she was so surprised by my reaction.. if it's were her she would be crying already, feeling so left out.. i told her... iwouldnt shed my tears on things which is all about mistakes and intentionally.. you think they care bout ur tears, you sick, you got problems.. they will only come if you die... if they do care they would have approached me..it's not tat i didnt tried to make the first move.. but somtimes you cud see from the person's eyes.. well.. their eyes said it all.. let it be then.. im still me.. well, mungkin ada makna disebalik semua yang berlaku.. ini pujian allah, im gonna be strong to face this.. biar berjuta org benci kita, asalkan kita buat sesuatu yang allah suka.. jgan kita buat sesuatu yang org suka, allah tak suka... this words from forum perdana islam in KL... is still freshed in my mind.. all this while i have been sincere to my friendships.. but i just confused y this would happened so suddenly... maybe i shud just let it burn... FRIENDSHIP Friendship begins with meeting somone along the path of life someone you get to know, and gradually get to know even better.. you discover what joy it is to spend your moment with person it's nice the way the good feeling of friendship always remain The happiness lasts, and the memories you make start to tun into some of your favourite treasures.. Friendship is walking the way together... Friendship is opening up to one another.. sharing thoughts and feelings in a way that never felt very comfortable before... it's a complete trust , sweetened with a lots of understanding and communication than many people will ever know.. Friendship is two heart that share and which are able to say things no outsider ever could.. Friendship is an inner door that only a friend has the key to.. Friendship is a gift, continually giving happiness it'a strong and supportive and few things in all the world will ever compare with the joy that come from its wonderful bond... |